To Av and Ad

She writes...


Its 3:20 pm on a hot sunny day and you guys are fast asleep. This is your daily nap time.

I look at you two and I am filled with this enormous love that I can't seem to put in words. I don't think I can ever. I can't imagine something more surreal in this world than the love of a mother for her children. I am so gifted to have you two in my life. I sit here to pen this blog with a thousand thoughts on my mind, all of which converge to a single point, I love you boys. Please bear with my rantings, my heart is dying to pour this out and beware, it is mushy.

Av, Your smiles make my day. You are so gorgeous and handsome and!...  You are so bloody naughty. You just have your way with every darn thing and that's because you are so delightfully cute. When you are asking for your precious "thanni", in your adorable baby voice, I feel like I could bring the ocean to your feet. The way you call out for me softly, "Amma", that my dear, is my elixir. I should tell you, you have already garnered many fans. I am inspired by how you are always up for new challenges and eternally ready to learn new things. Will I ever be like you? And your dance, aww, that's all you do all the time these days. Dancing your way to glory and what a sight it is to see. I would love to be your dancing partner one day. You are the naughty one, the world doesn't know yet. But let's keep it a secret, shall we? You are my angel, you take one look at me with those beautiful arresting eyes and I have fallen. Yes, I am the first girl you swept off her feet. You are absolutely independent and my little genius, you have awed us right from the day you were born. Sweet little pie, I Love you so much.

Ad, You little brat. Your big eyes and those mischievous grins are all that I need to see when am back from a long day in Office. The way you shout out loud every time you see an airplane, the way you run behind "butterby" and "dangody" (Butterfly and Dragonfly for the uninitiated!),  the way you so adorably list out our names, ah i could just go on and on, the way you are just so perfect for us. When you gaze into my eyes as you are pointing at the"big star" in our neighbor's house and look to me eagerly for my affirmation on your discovery, I melt with pride. Yes dear, you are absolutely right, that is indeed a "Big Star", just like you! You are my shadow. The world knows that if am around, Ad is with me. What have I done to deserve your lavish dose of love. I haven't felt so wanted in my life. The truth is I need you more than you do. You are so stunningly handsome already with your gracious locks of hair and all. You hold us under a spell every time you flash that big bright smile of yours. You intelligence startles me at times and just like your brother,you too are so independent. You are a Sweetheart, Yes that's what you are. Charming, pretty little dude, listen up,  I love you so much.

Thank you Av and Ad for making my life so blissful. I finally believe in Magic.

Here's our little song,
I love you,
I love you in the morning and in the afternoon,
I love you in the evening and underneath the moon.